doppar had been outside tending his vegetables when he heard an odd sound and then suddenly--

afterwards all he remembers is flashing lights and the smell of his insides cut open (why did he know this detail?)

kai nurses him at home, he'd relented to doppar's wish that he didn't want to ... be probed, doppar didn't say, just didn't want further agony on top of his nausea and sudden craves (of what exactly, he blocks himself of thinking about)

it gets weirder, he develops moobs bigger than their neighbor yunho and sometimes he really -- oh no, not that

so he breaks up with kai and ignores the heartache and the sore feet and the wider hips and --

kai waits outside the hospital after his birth. he didn't want to see the offspring, didn't want to stay either, this strangely familiar craving having intensified. kai follows him home and doppar doesn't have the energy to beg him to leave, so he stays

sometime during the night he has a vivid dream so awful he doesn't want to wake up in fear it might be real

doppar lives happily ever after, he has two qt children and a beautiful garden (let's not get into detail why it's so nourished)