i legit can't write about kai without going of on a tangent, it's ridic. and why i usually just stick to 'he's cute!' 'i wanna fuck him!' lmao

oh right, nah, i realize i worded my first part kind of badly, sorry i just woke-up ;~;

and yeah ia i don't think he goes out of the way to create a stage persona either, i mean the most stage persona we get is when he dances ig, but that's also a bit different for me because well performing is performing, i can't, not can anyone else expect him to be the same as he is of-stage. yeah and the subconscious processing is true, over the two years he has become more open/cuter with fans (and by that i mean his fanservice) idt he is /that/ cute bts lmao and that he kinda works to make himself more open to the ones who stan for him.