lmao anon this sounds like therapy. but rly i just want a kai gangbang fic where he's on his knees servicing all his hyungs ig. and he normally doesn't like it when someone holds him down, but the pleasure overrides the strong grip they have on him. they're digging bruises into his skin, but also place soft and chaste reassuring kisses on his swollen lips. ok stopping now before i write the whole thing myself lol.