well okay actually i have an idea that i will end my life when life stop being fun. like i can't stand the idea of growing old and getting wrinkles etc idk i'm shallow u__u
anon ikr like today at church i read in church newsletter that a 88yrs old just passed away i was like whoa. if i went to a job interview and they asked "where do you see yourself in 10yrs" and i had to answer honestly, i'd say in the grave tbh
lmao anon idk if i should be happy with our point of view about life u__u my friends says when i find someone i want to spend the rest of my life with i won't have the die young idea anymore. the thing is idk if i would ever want to spend all my life with anyone lol
at least someone has the same view as mine lol my friends and sister keep telling me to stop thinking like that and i don't tell my mom bc she'd cry. ia about that too :| love is a lie and i don't believe in marriage. i'm so hopeless lol
yeah i feel kinda guilty whenever i think about how people around me are gonna deal with my death :-/ that's why i promised myself i will only end my life when my parents pass away u__u i've loved before but idk if i will ever love someone enough to live with them for 30 years lmao
lmao i kinda hate my parents sometimes but i guess i'm weak and can't bear the thought of my mum breaking down over my grave ; ; are you okay with your parents now anon?
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