part three hundred and fifty three

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[(Anonymous)]

anons how are you grieving? i find it so hard when nobody irl understands and i keep crying and crying and when i stop and distract myself, i eventually go back to looking up more articles about the funeral and i'm tired but i can't stay away

i keep telling myself to just appreciate him and the impacts he made in my life but i tried listening to my favorite songs and i just ended up breaking down :( i even saw that video he posted of roo on sm's official YouTube and i basically just half cried/laughed

[(Anonymous)]

the past three days and until the end of the funeral i cried off and on and avoided anything that would remind me of him but now it feels final. i already feel myself starting to accept things and move forward. but i think grieving is different for every person and you have to just feel whatever it is you are feeling and try not to look at other people to set expectations for yourself, it's okay to just cry. time is the best healer

[(Anonymous)]

this has been since this whole thing started until this morning when i woke up and saw a photos of the procession and other sm artists. i said i can't spend another day like this so i muted his name and other triggering words and started doing some work to keep me distracted. i just can't have any more sad visuals in my head otherwise i'll be dreaming about it again and waking up at 3am in tears

[(Anonymous)]

this is a time for grieving. cry all you need to, it would make letting go and moving on easier

[(Anonymous)]

i've been nonstop dwelling on it for three days but today really felt like a farewell. i still get sad when i see him but it's gradually getting easier to breathe

[(Anonymous)]

the moon helped me tbh. i wasn't ready to let go and then i saw the pictures and i know it's him saying it's okay

[(Anonymous)]

da same, i felt a little dumb at first, but it really helped. after i saw those pics, i felt a sense of calm and felt it was okay to close all the funeral updates and start moving on

[(Anonymous)]

sa it was even more beautiful from the sky

[(Anonymous)]

so beautiful

[(Anonymous)]

i am still grieving anon. i keep crying on and off. i am so affected and i cant explain why. i still cant wrap my mind ard it. i still cant believe that is our jonghyun it is so hard to swallow. im trying to let him go because that's what he wanted. it hurts because he felt like there's nothing left for him in life anymore.

[(Anonymous)]

crying. i don't know what else to do.

sometimes i have to go onto social media to remind myself it's ok to grieve someone i didn't personally know. i've been avoiding looking at anything about the funeral, because it twists my heart. i'll be going to a vigil on Saturday, and there i think I'll be able to send him off